LAUGHTER THE BEST MEDICINE!!!

Yesterday was so so tiring :(
my feet hurt like mad. yesterday went to town with big sis and brother in law. it was fun but ultra tired. we walked like 6 hours man! 6 hours! i think i'm losing my stamina. haha.

elder sis wanted to paint the town red yesterday but sadly she didn't. instead i was the one who kept on trying clothes and i did see a couple of nice outfit! but too bad i'm on budget recently if not i would have gotten that dress. it's really sweet. can't wait for christmas sale.

yesterday after meeting them at orchard mrt we then headed down to paragon to settle some mobile stuff. they had lunch while i watched them eat. haha, after lunch is where the journey begins!

we went to far east and walked into practically everyshop to find something suitable for my sis and guess what. after walking in to like less than 2 shops, my brother in law went missing. And guess where did he go? He went somewhere to sit and nap while my sis and i went shopping. haha. poor thing. after walking around, we decided to find my bro in law and found him eating. He was seriously damn bored. so i offered him my mp3 to use but too bad the battery died after like half an hour.

he was really energised during the period of using my mp3, but immediately after the battery died, his face changed. his expression was like " are we done with shopping yet?". so typical f guys.

after walking around many shopping centres in town, we went chinatown to eat as a reward for the guy. haha.

It was really fun yesterday and i guess it's been a while since i last had fun like that. my bro in law is the best bro in law man. he really can make me laugh till people start staring at us in town. i pratically laugh the whole day. even when we were deadbeat, he still kept playing around and joking to make us laugh. I'm happy for my sis to have such a hubby.

it's the weekends! better enjoy this weekend cause the following week is HELL WEEKS...

FUN FUN!

i'm feeling ultra confused now. i don't know what to do and i don't know how to handle it.
You asked me such a direct question and totally caught me off hand. i just really want this cool down and have peace. i have nothing to hurt you so let's just let things go back to normal ok?

these few days i've been pretty much alone. But i'm kind of used to it and i figured that i have to get use to it and start occupying myself. it's really awful feeling so down at one point and clueless at another. I guess it's all in the mind. I just can't wait for this period of time to end.

I've been reflecting a lot lately. I realised that at the end of the day, i'm really thankful that i have my family there for me especially my mum and of course not forgetting the 2 girls who recently been making me laugh and all. I guess there will come a point in time where i have to learn how to be independent. In fact i am now slowly learning to be independent.

I just want to go out and have fun. LOADS OF FUN :) just like yesterday when i went to pick up glasses with my sister, she's really damn funny. Upload the pics next time :)

PRE-MONDAY BLUES!

Finally set up my blog properly but the links aren't fully up yet. It's another sunday and tomorrow is monday. I bet tonight i will automatically suffer from monday blues.

Somehow these couple of days, things have not gone too well. Things didn't seem to go my way. I'm very tired of having such feeling already, very tired of trying to run away. But i know i got to be positive cause i'm very sure this period of time will go away.

IT'S THE WEEKENDS! SMILE!

i don't why is it that it is so hard, so tough to just let go. It isn't any of my concern anymore but it's just difficult to let it go. I'll try though.

Mum's been feeling gloomy over the past few days. I guess its probably because of the stress she's facing and when she comes back home, she puts additional pressure on herself. I guess i don't see the way she see things. I guess i'll never understand how she feels till i become a mum myself. Yesterday night was just me and her alone at home. She just kept saying things that wasn't very pleasant to my ear. I couldn't really take it anymore so i just decided to go to my room once she's done with the talking.

It's not that i like to be rude and all but just that my temper starts to get in. I'm doing all that i can to make you happy. But does it mean that making you happy, makes me sad at times? Probably i guess why humans feel angry and down its because we only see things from our prespective. If we could just look at the other party's prespective then things will get better and we'll able to sort it out.

Anyway i hope today will be a good day cause i have loads to things to do today. Haha. My family and i will be driving in to Malaysia this evening to attend someone's baby 1 month anniversary. Pictures will be up!

Have a great weekend everyone!

(damn, have to do formal report)

IT'S FRIDAY!

bad bad. my blog is so bad. haha. it's not offically up yet. i haven't included in any links yet! haha. it's time i do something to make it complete.

anyway its been a long time like a week since i last update. updates!

today is the opening of a new semester. it's been pretty alright. i'm still slacking. haha. everyone time to wake up cause its the final semester! woo hoo! seriously i will know that someday somewhere i will definitely look back to this chapter of my life.

this morning i guess i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. i woke up feeling real moody and gloomy. when i reach school and saw someone, it got worse. bad would be the exact word. i don't know why but i just got frustrated. i know its time to let go and just enjoy but its tough. especially when you know so many things that happenend. i just want to let go of that feeling and live on happily :)

he's confine in camp this week so i'll be alone. haha. i guess with this period of time, i have to deal it with a positive mind cause i'm very sure that it's not very easy for him as well. everyone faces different kind of stress everywhere so i myself don't want to make things harder enough for him. i just hope he's fine and smiling no matter what :)

only one word can describe how i feel now.
E.S.T.A.T.I.C
(if i spelled that right)
i'm so so freaking happy today! seems like a long time that this day has finally come.
i was so excited for today(friday) that on Thursday night i had to make myself ultra tired by sleeping at 2am then i suddenly woke up at 6am. I just simply wanted my friday to turn to the evening. Cause it was the time i can finally see him The love of my life.

Seeing him after 10 days of confinement was just awesome. Words cannot describe how i was and am feeling now. Its like suddenly i'm all smiling :) when i first saw him today, i was just stunn for words. I kind of knew it was him and when i confirmed it, i smiled like a fool :)
Bliss

Now i'm just treasuring all the time i have with him :)
i realise its quality, not quantity.

IT'S SUNDAY!

Today is already sunday. Another 4 more days till he books out. Yesterday night when we were talking over the phone, he said he may be confined for another 2 weeks after the next book in. My heart kind of sink but of course i didn't show him my emotions cause i bet he's feeling worse.

I guess in life somehow the world doesn't just revolve around us only. At times we have to spare a thought for others and do things against our own will. He being in army have thought me a lot of things. That no matter what i do i have to spare a thought about him. Like his feelings. Because somehow i don't want to see him sad and hurt. Especially being sad and hurt in camp all alone is bad. If i am capable enough, i would want to make a pill call happy pill. Happiness is what everyone should have.

Though he's in camp but life still goes on. I'm really thankful for everyone's concern :)

MY FIRST!

haha, my first blog entry and i decided to switch to blogger cause i was pretty bored of the old one already. yesterday while trying to create a new blog account i just found out i had a blog. Guess what its called. Its called "nerdygal's=blog".

I got a big shock of my life cause i totally had no idea i had created an account before. After much investigation, i found out it was the work of my younger sister. The address of the blog was damn funny. Something like nerdygallolipop.blogspot.com. I forced her to delete it for me. Haha. Anyway post later. Got to run.