SMILE!

haven't been blogging for quite a while. seems like everyone dreads FYP now. just wanna tell you guys that it's going to another like a month or so and it's over so don't give up! we've already struggled for so long so no point giving up now! it's going to be all over in less than a month time.

Yesterday i met a friend for dinner. she looked really good! she was telling me all about personal grooming and dressing up. I was thinking to myself like," am i that bad, seriously?". anyway that was random.

everyone's feeling gloomy and tired out these couple of days and weeks. they are also feeling budget with all the christmas shopping especially my mummy. poor her. so much have happened and a new year is coming, so the big question is that why is everyone so sad and stress out.

we all have only this one time to enjoy. we are only young once. so why should we do things or make ourselves so miserable? when i was talking to my friend yesterday who is my age too, it seems like she is really enjoying her life and she makes sure she does things that we will never regret because her theory is that you're only young once.

what i'm trying to say is that, we're only young once. so just have fun and enjoy it! for there will be a time when you look back, you'll then realise that there is more to life than just studies and FYP! HAHA.

Merry Christmas!

only one word can describe how i feel now.
E.S.T.A.T.I.C
(if i spelled that right)
i'm so so freaking happy today! seems like a long time that this day has finally come.
i was so excited for today(friday) that on Thursday night i had to make myself ultra tired by sleeping at 2am then i suddenly woke up at 6am. I just simply wanted my friday to turn to the evening. Cause it was the time i can finally see him The love of my life.

Seeing him after 10 days of confinement was just awesome. Words cannot describe how i was and am feeling now. Its like suddenly i'm all smiling :) when i first saw him today, i was just stunn for words. I kind of knew it was him and when i confirmed it, i smiled like a fool :)
Bliss

Now i'm just treasuring all the time i have with him :)
i realise its quality, not quantity.

IT'S SUNDAY!

Today is already sunday. Another 4 more days till he books out. Yesterday night when we were talking over the phone, he said he may be confined for another 2 weeks after the next book in. My heart kind of sink but of course i didn't show him my emotions cause i bet he's feeling worse.

I guess in life somehow the world doesn't just revolve around us only. At times we have to spare a thought for others and do things against our own will. He being in army have thought me a lot of things. That no matter what i do i have to spare a thought about him. Like his feelings. Because somehow i don't want to see him sad and hurt. Especially being sad and hurt in camp all alone is bad. If i am capable enough, i would want to make a pill call happy pill. Happiness is what everyone should have.

Though he's in camp but life still goes on. I'm really thankful for everyone's concern :)