FUN FUN!

i'm feeling ultra confused now. i don't know what to do and i don't know how to handle it.
You asked me such a direct question and totally caught me off hand. i just really want this cool down and have peace. i have nothing to hurt you so let's just let things go back to normal ok?

these few days i've been pretty much alone. But i'm kind of used to it and i figured that i have to get use to it and start occupying myself. it's really awful feeling so down at one point and clueless at another. I guess it's all in the mind. I just can't wait for this period of time to end.

I've been reflecting a lot lately. I realised that at the end of the day, i'm really thankful that i have my family there for me especially my mum and of course not forgetting the 2 girls who recently been making me laugh and all. I guess there will come a point in time where i have to learn how to be independent. In fact i am now slowly learning to be independent.

I just want to go out and have fun. LOADS OF FUN :) just like yesterday when i went to pick up glasses with my sister, she's really damn funny. Upload the pics next time :)