These couple of days i seem lost at times. I feel lost with the future and the present. Weird. I used to not think about the future too soon but now it seems like everyone is asking me regardless of whatever that is related to the future.
It scares me a little at times. I may be 21 but i feel that i'm still not that mature enough to handle so many issues at a time.
This period of time is when things get busy and somehow i feel that we lack good communication. You're feeling stress and tired while i'm guessing about how you're feeling and why sometimes we both behave this way.
To me something means a lot to me but to you it means just a normal thing to do. I guess it's the sleepless nights and burn out moments that made us feel this way recently. Things haven't been very smooth but oh well, a rough path will then lead to a strong bond.
I still remember telling you that a rough path lead to a strong bond, but you said, a too rough path might break the bond.
you've been there for me during the days when i threw tantrum and make a big fuss over certain things. you've heard many of my complaints as well. Though at times it kind of irritate me cause i'm waiting for your advice and opinion but i'm still thankful you hear.
i really hope that this tough times will go away soon. I really miss the past between us at times and i know it will be back soon once everything tough and difficult is over :)
