Friday, November 20, 2009

FRIDAY!

it's friday! finally the end of the week.
PHEW~
seems like time is never enough, there's so much to do and so little time. i got to take action NOW!
see ya forks. update next time. Have a great weekend.

it's a chilly night.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I WANT THE OLD TIMES.

one time, one try and it's over. it's going to be over. this period is going to end and all of us will be able to just look back and smile thinking that everything's done.

i guess everyone's tired and down. like my dad said who doesn't have pressure and what thing is ever easy? with obstacles will it makes us stronger. It's alright to fall, but we have to know how to pick up ourselves up and move on for time waits for no man.

i feel like i'm wasting my time and day by not doing anything meaningful. I just dwindle the day away by avoiding things. i can't. i don't want to waste anytime. i don't wish to look back and say if only i knew. all these words would then be too late.

it'll be over soon then smiles and laughter will be heard. Just like old times :)

STUPID FIGHT

because of some stupid fight and it spoiled the whole night. argh.
pressure pressure. everyone's feeling the heat and the stress. sometimes i wonder how life is suppose to be.

why is it that in life there seems to be that amount of happiness and like countless unhappiness. like stress and all. a lot of people say that we have to do things positively but seems tough.

i guess a lot of times we have to look at things at a bigger picture. because i'm sure bad times will past.

smile even though the day doesn't seem to go your way for we are a lot luckier than the others because i am.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

NO MONDAY PLS

argh argh.....

i hate mondays. it gets my mood way way down :(

Friday, November 13, 2009

FRIDAY!!!

It's friday!!! actually i can't wait for sunday cause that is the day where i finally get to see my guy :)
well him being in army have somehow made things different. different in the way that i become less dependent on him though of course at times when i see him my usual dependence comes back. but i start to spend more time with my family especially with my mum and sisters which is a good thing :) i start to treasure the times i have with others.

being in army have changed the way our relationship are going, now we know that we have lesser time to meet up and talk so we just make do with whatever that we have and be happy with it. i'm just happy and grateful for how things are right now.

everyone is feeling the heat, the stress and the pressure. it's tough to just ignore it. i mean how to ignore when works are piling up and deadline are approaching? seriously just want to get this over and done with.

my mum was telling me that someday when you look back, you'll realise that such stress and pressure is totally unnecessary. i think so too. have a great weekend!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

STUPID CURIOUSITY

argh, matdy matdy, just let go of the past. why do you keep letting it bug you?

argh, i've been trying to tell myself that since like who knows when. i have to stop thinking and move forward if not i will be the one suffering. why am i so kpo?? stupid curiousity. just felt like letting it out.

Monday, November 9, 2009

FYP FYP FYP---QUICK OVER QUICK OVER

MAN MAN MAN....
i seriously can't wait for fyp to be over. argh.. i believe many of us are feeling exactly the same way man. last semester and everything's going to be over.

many of us are starting to feel the stress and pressure cause report are piling up and so much assignment. jus can't wait for everything to be over then we can finally have a break. just wanted to blog for a while cause my mind is full of things.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

CLASS GATHERING

Had class gathering today :) actually it was not bad after all. after all the misunderstandings, seems like things finally settle down and everone is happy with each other :) that's great!
legs are damn aching now. haha.

well it's been a while since we last talked. but i guess to look on the bright side, each day is a day closer to seeing and hearing you. finally, left another 3days and 3 nights and you'll be back. can't wait.

i seriously have no idea what's wrong with me. i really want to get over the past and move move move on. But i guess it's not as easy as it seems. i will keep trying real hard cause everything is in the past. And who doesn't have a past right. i guess at times we should be patient, not jump to conclusion quickly and look at things at the bigger picture.

somehow i feel that guys are really relax about certain stuff and how i wish i can be as relax as them.

tiring day. got to run.