DON'T EXPECT

School have started and the heat is on now. There are so much things to do and yet so little time. I'm starting to think if i made the right decision back then to come here. Things seem a lot toughier and i afraid that i may not be strong enough to handle everything. But i guess things are never easy.

Somehow or the other, I'm feeling really drained out. I'm very tired of standing alone at times. I'm very tired of shitty attitude that people give. The Lord say offer your other cheek when someone slaps your right cheek. But am I really capable of doing that? I doubt so. They say give and not expect. But with human nature, is that possible?

I don't enjoy having my mind messed with. Kindly bring it straight.

MOODY DAYS GO AWAY

so much have happen recently. I would say mostly not very good stuff. I wonder what's the reason. Is it all me? Is it that i'm not good enough, not understanding enough? I guess you're tired of a lot of things like things at work, outside at times and some disagreements we had.

So many things have been on my mind. The term just started and I'm still in holiday mood. I have no mood for proper stuff except slacking. I've been very short tempered for some reason and at times i feel tired. I feel stretched.

I want this period of time to be over. I really do or else I don't think I would be able to take things for long. I miss the old days.

If one doesn't have any expectations, one will not have any disappointment. So it's better for me not to expect cause I don't want to get disappointed.

crap, i am so not looking forward to tomorrow.

anw just a random thought, i can't believe what happened today! i can't believe i did all those things that i didn't believe in. crap, what's going on. i need a time out!

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i'm simply not in the mood for anything. Because of you.

I'M BORED

It's already the month of august. Which means the school term is starting soon. Procrastination will also begin sooner or later. I felt like i haven't even started playing. There are so many things that i wanna do still but time does not permits. Oh well, I'm kind of tired to type. Shall just upload some pics.